0 ruminations / augmentations
28.06.02 | 23:43
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i was beguiled. tricked and beguiled by these stupid but clever little tags.you see them heading my entry now. hah, they cost me my last entry, which was erased when i activated them---might as well use them now. so i had so much fun spending my money that now i'm broke. again. but i'm all too familiar with that vague, quiet desperation and the compulsive frugality that go hand in hand with recurring financial insecurity, so i'm good. i guess. so they say time is money. well, there seems to be something to this, so maybe they know what their talking about--for while i am painfully lacking in funds its no wonder then that i find my time slipping away--these last few weeks just rocketed by me. where did my time go?! i'd just resurfaced from my two-job stint while doing eleven credits in evening courses and i swore i would devote my self and time to my blog the way it deserves. i lied like a rug. i can't even devote my time to other deserving things like my portfolio (both on and off line) or my special projects or any of the other little things i keep meaning to do but never get around to. another one of those things that makes me feel like a bum-loser. grrr...diaryland is starting to make me grumpy. i go away now.
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