D*Land Exile

get a life, or a reality adjustment, or laid, or SOMETHING!

or you could remain a fucked-up, prejudiced bore forever...your call.

(gods, i don't know how your girlfriend puts up with you)

i need to buy some computer shit but i've been putting it off for awhile, even though i really do want it. i'd like to have my computer back and not have it be just a useless hunk of metal sitting there in my room. that would be really nice.

by the way, James, if you're going to read my log then the least you could do is leave a note or comment. that would be nice.

i'm sure i've reached my spiritual adolescence. lots of manky things in my head---i feel the need to focus on what's without but my attention is needed within too.

i want to try learning japanese again.

i want to have a healthier mind-set towards my well-being.

i want to rid myself of all that is superfluous (and have wanted to for a while :)

and now the nice library people are booting me out.

MUHAHAHA!!! I HAVE MONEY!!

today is pay-day and my head is filled with craft ideas. i want one of these, one of these, one of these, and one of these.

ok, so that last isn't exactly a craft idea but i'm getting it anyway.

actually that should be more along the lines of---JEN!!!!

*big stupid silly grin*

this tobacco-fiend of a woman has provided me with some tasty tunes and has just received the best news of her life so go check her out and rejoice in her uncharacteristically unbearable perkiness (hey, cut her some slack, she's happy) ;D

sure its almost week-old news but damn if i just haven't managed to get online...
...and gods it feels good to be back. *sighs* how DID i survive?

its like putting on a favorite coat or pair of gloves *smiles*

sooo...what's been up in O-land you ask?

i have work. steady work. part-time work. eh, it works. still feeling the gas crunch, the price of gas continues to climb (2 bucks and change).

i'm so not touching the war. what can i say that hasn't already been said--and better?

i want to watch Spirited Away hitting theaters today.

also it seems Cowboy Bebop (the movie) will be hitting U.S. theaters soon...well, outside of L.A. and New York anyway. apparently it was slotted for release in January, while the rest of us wait for the April 4th release (i gripe, like i'm not an hour outside of L.A. hee).

or maybe the release got delayed. hell if i know. i am anticipatory nonetheless. i downloaded the movie but it was unsubtitled and undubbed...so i was a sad little monkey. if only i'd completed my lessons in conversational Japanese.

i've already designed my new goddess-figure. its Kali with inky black skin, the severed head, the draped skulls, the hanging hands, the sharp, bloody grin, the irridescent third eye...i want to start so badly but i gotta wait for that pay-check.

i've designed my rattle (the one i'm going to use for purification purposes). i'd upload a scan but...i need to reapply for a gold-membership. damn if that doesn't suck. i wonder if next time i get one i can make it for two years?

okay time to go work. later all.

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